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Supposed to be the leader... |
When i work on something...i put not only my heart and soul but all my energy into it...i try to keep my life in balance..i have other responsibilities too...but sometimes it does happen to me that i forget everything and the only thing i see is my work, whatever i work on...it gets to my nerves, then my brain...hence i become a tech zombie...i find myself in a state of trance...unable to hear or speak anything...the only thing i listen to is myself talking to myself about what should be done next and what i did wrong here on this line of code e.t.c.....this doesn't worry me much...what does worry me is the future...that all my hard work, will it be appreciated? will i be the uber geek i claim to be for others as well?...these questions do worry me...as i am not an ace in cramming books like my other classmates...i am more of a practical guy...i am an ace in extra curricular activities...those things are like a drug for me...they provide a way to get away from everything...
enter responsibility and the ethics...i am a leader as I've found...Allah pak has given me this responsibility...sometimes i dont feel upto it...but i have to...i cannot take everything for me...that one man army thing is bogus as i've found it...u need support both technically and morally no matter what...and you have to move with your team...you cannot sprint forward...or make them without you...its about teamwork...and it takes more than just collaboration and cooperation....but theres an urge to break free from all miseries sometimes...to feel like you are as free as a bird...then reality smacks you silly, for not being real...its my advice...get real and own teh wurld!
1 comments:
Great Blog. Allah Pak has given you power to think, to write, to lead and you don't need to be worried about the future. Inshallah one day you will the code guru. Not a guru with empty pockets. I hope more people read your blogs though. You need some advert for it.
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