Deja Vu

i have a confession to make. i've never ever touched a ciggarette in my life. yes i've never smoked, i've pretended but i have not. not even once. you know why? maybe because i feel i already have that nicotine circulating in my body, yes i believe i already have it in my bloodstream. you dont need to smoke a ciggarette when you already have what it contains inside you. at times when i am under stress i would picture myself smoking and that helps.....what a gift, right?.....thank you DAD...