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the first yellow leaf |
that strange empty feeling of being alone in the crowd..being that one leaf that falls first from its tree in autumn.. is the dark and gloomy experience of fear.. fear is the real weakness as it leads to anger, which leads to hate, which makes a man's soul dark...this fear unlike others is concerned with losing something or a change experienced....things and people keep on changing nothing in life is static...when one gets used to something and it goes away, when one loses it,when it is taken away, he does not want to go on...this fear stops the footsteps one takes towards the next stop which is temporary....everything is temporary nothing lasts forever...not even the pain, right? it slowly goes away..however a wound stays behind, a wound that would start to hurt again if touched.no matter how hard you try the old ghosts and ghouls come back to haunt you till you cant take it anymore
"so its hard to let go"
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